Officer Potter’s pistol with trigger safety highlighted, and her taser
As you probably know, Kim Potter, a police officer in Minnesota with twenty six years of experience, fatally shot Daunte Wright, a young black man. Everyone looks at the case differently, assuming the guilt or innocence of the participants. I appear to be troubled by an element that has not been raised. One human being was killed by another. There has been a lot of talk about Racism and Training and The Role of the Police, but the simplest of facts has been dismissed.
If you had not noticed, I am White (Caucasian), although I am somewhat the chameleon. I have been identified as Black on line (and in person as well, difficult to explain), as well as other races. I have been identified as a member of just about every religion out there; the truth is I am a Christian, raised to question. I identify as Zen Baptist when asked.
The general consensus is that I am not qualified to speak about this issue. My black friends say it’s because I am White, my White friends say it’s because I am a “lefty.” I am still a human being, so yes, I have an opinion. One of US was killed.
When I first heard Kim Potter’s defense of “mistook pistol for taser” I did not believe it at all. The defense has been used a couple of times in the past few years, I am not aware it has ever been successful. After I saw the video, I changed my mind. She genuinely thought she was holding a taser, warning other officers to stay clear. When she pulled the trigger, she shouted “Taser taser taser” in accordance with her training. It was not until she attempted to holster her “taser” that she realized she had been holding a firearm the entire time. Her surprise and shock appeared genuine.
I cannot explain how this happened by accident. Having used both devices, I am aware of how different they feel in the hand, as well as how different they sound when the trigger is pulled. Looking down the sights of each is a similar view, you don’t see the bright yellow sides of the taser, but the locations they are holstered on the body are radically different from each other, you don’t draw a taser with your right hand.
First issue: Why is lethal force the default response? Shouldn’t the taser be the device on the right hip?
The only conceivable defense is panic. No one wants to admit an officer with twenty six years on the force can panic, but other than an “I killed him because he was Black” plea not much more is believable. What about Daunte Wright threatened officer Potter? The conclusion reached after accepting panic is that police officers have an ingrained fear of Black men. Why else would they only panic when confronted by Black men? You can argue the numbers any way you wish, but when twelve percent of the population are the target twenty four percent of the time, Black men are targets twice as often as demographics suggest they would be.
Second issue: Why are police afraid of Black men?
This is going to be difficult to address in the real world. Fear is universally considered a trait of weakness, and being a police officer is built on strength. In order to repair this issue it needs to be acknowledged by men who are afraid to admit fear. They see any weakness as an admission of failure. They never admit failure.
I don’t know how to work with that, and judging from the results no one else does either. I know that in my life I have feared imminent death, but not on a daily basis all my adult life. Yet here we are, two groups of humans fearing the other is out to kill them.
Third issue: Can we move from mutual fear to mutual respect?
Fear is by its very nature irrational. Working with fear towards a rational decision may appear to be impossible until you look at yourself. Didn’t you used to be afraid of something? How did you make peace? I realize many of you may never make peace with some of your fears, but we all have something we are no longer afraid of. It can be done. It must be done.
That whole “you have nothing to say because you’re white” thing is so similar to “you have nothing to say because you’re black” that I copied and pasted it changing a single word. Tensions are high, we’re dealing with human beings who are afraid to interact with others because they fear for their lives. This is a horrible place and time to be alive for all of us. Calming down is the answer, telling others to calm down is not. The only way to change others is to change yourself first, lead by example.
Fourth issue: Why can’t we all just get along?
I have refused to believe that this question has been ignored just because it was asked by Rodney King almost thirty years ago. Now I’m not so sure. There is plenty of evil out there, it is easy to believe dark forces and conspiracies divide us. There is also plenty of good. Life is in balance, when viewed from far enough away. But we’re right on top of it. Everything feels personal.
It is personal, we just don’t realize how personal. We are all human beings. We may have different features, but this isn’t about white people, or black people, or police officers. This is about human beings. One of us was killed. When we can respond to these issues in unity as human beings the solutions will be obvious.
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